// I’m tired//

of being upset about Jeremy. I’m starting to really get over him and move on. It’s weird, like now I feel as if I’m living a completely different life. A much more open and enjoyable life. I’m not tied down. I can move to Arizona and do what I want. I think I’m going to get a job and just start taking some small art classes. It’s terrifying not knowing anybody my age out there. I won’t be going out on weekends, or staying at a friends house. It’s just going to be work and college. But I know I can and will make friends. And hopefully meet a new guy that I can connect with. I want to meet a guy that will take naps with me, and see scary movies and hold me. 

For now, I don’t want to date anyone. I’m tired. I don’t want anything to do with relationships. I need to enjoy being 17 again.